Not Easy

v.1
It's hard to admit
that I am wrong,
It's hard to apologise.
It's hard to believe
that I am what I hated most,
That I am that ghost
I detested
All along.

Chorus
It's not easy,
Never easy
To throw off my pride,
To face my own darkest side.

It's not easy,
Never has been easy,
But if I'm willing to try,
And wait upon Jesus' might,
Day by day,
I will see light.

v.2
I'd push all the blame
to everyone,
Find excuses for what I've done.
In desperate times,
I'd even push the blame to God.
Now thinking back,
I really had gone
Overboard.

Chorus